Brain spew

I want this couple of months to become distant memories

Learning anything else will make my brain vomit.

I want to wear a panda costume and cook bread with jam.

I want to buy dolls and make candy and I will never get over
stuffed animals, but instead I prefer to stay idle so
I can be friends with my conscience 

Feeling guilty about everything you do instead of studying to be finally judged as shit.

Voice eater vehicle

Following the lyrics of songs (in your mp3) in the bus is scary.
You never know if you're mute or if you're actually whispering.

Not ignorant

elevator

Isn't it just fine when someone's happiness is based in your ignorance (or so the someone thinks) ?
So easily you could tear it all apart.

Rest assured

this bike made it though

Want it or not this fat parrot won't fly unless you tie it with strings from space. It's definitely not going to fly away.

Getting tired of it

Try not to think of your existence too much. It leads to paranoia.

Straight line

Sometimes this time of the year I walk staying with my head straight up- hopefully in a road with no car -looking  to the white sky  .



I guess, happy year

Vision

self-timer

When I was half a meter high, I used to try to imagine myself getting older or how I would like myself to be older. Well, I don't look like what I imagined. I wonder if I would like the result.

Respect for the elders

no respect for the ferocious dogs that protect the house

My father's mustache is older than me. I should show some respect for it.

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hanged doll

Yet another fight with yourself. On the one hand you feel underprivileged but on the other you think you might not try enough. Who is wrong you or the world? Or maybe who is right? Does one have both? So you get angry and then sad and then you remember how exhausted you are or maybe you aren't? However confused you get you tranquilize your mind but even if you do what is the conclusion, the solution, the end??

When is this circle gonna break?

Perspective

It's hard to think this will be the last time.

But when you see it and realise that you can't do it and that you'll never do it again , well that's harsh.. .

                                                                                                               
                                                   
                                                                                  , not sure if I formulate it right, but the difference is that in the first case you will do it one last time and you'll get the chance to say goodbye whereas in the second when you get to see what you can't do you can't even remember the last time you did it.

Alarm clock

My mobile phone is lying days now on my bedside cabinet pretty much away from its original purposes serving just as an alarm.

Guillotines and stuff

yeah, I'm taking a picture of my foot,
next post I'll show you how cool it turned out

I adore vanilla creme. My grandmother used to do drawings with cinnamon on top of it. At first I would ask for flowers, houses, or cats. The issue appeared when I started asking for lazer guns, pirate ships and guillotines (!) - of course they had guillotines, I remember !

Damn cartoons, from then on cinnamon would lie on the surface like ashes.

Vacant stomach

she stood there still looking at me until I couldn't
see her anymore

It's when you arrive at your place and smell delicious food waiting to be eaten, that you wish as hell for the smell to be from your appartment even though you know it can't be.

Stressed?

bliss

The moment you realise you won't make it, you forget and you feel carefree like what you were stressed about never existed.