Nice to meet you, I'm nothing

Why can't you people love?
Why can't my tears stop?




Why are my clothes smothering me?
Just how much louder do I have to shout?
Just how much more do I have to cry?Stop it please I can't run anymore, the gates of the world I dreamed are closing. Allow me to hold all those dear memories, cause I will run one more time.

Suddenly I found a hope that shouldn't have been there. The moment I thought it was the same moment it flew away, since I saw your face your eyes, those eyes that were always taking my pain away, now they scare me they bring me unbearable feelings they make me understand that I'm not me anymore. I'm vacant , I arrived at where I began, in nothing. I was nothing, you gave me identity and now,again, I'm a solitary wounded nothing.

At least you gave two adjectives to my name. I should be grateful

                                                                                                                                            brs

Little old toy

I'm wearing my favourite dress tonight, no one has seen it and no one will.

Today while picking trees and columns to leave my colorful signs, I saw so many odd things. Maybe these where signs for me, ominous or auspicious I wonder. Some men where changing trousers in the park while I was going and even when I was turning back. Another man was spreading red flowers on the grass while sb, who was standing in the middle of the street, was filming him. An itinerant couple was wondering in the middle of nowhere , playing accordion.

The game begins, how many signs can you find?

Beg

What did I do to deserve this?
I'm sorry I'm truly sorry whatever it is. Just take this pain I beg you, I beg you .

Spin

it's such a pity we didn't get to see your tear

I want to turn around, turn around, turn around 'till I pass out.





                                                                                          Please someone make me pass out.

Hot bath

When tears come to your eyes and you try to keep them by closing your eyes tightly, it's as if your eyes are taking a hot bath.

Groans

The silent cry makes the guts want to change vessel.

Brain spew

I want this couple of months to become distant memories

Learning anything else will make my brain vomit.

I want to wear a panda costume and cook bread with jam.

I want to buy dolls and make candy and I will never get over
stuffed animals, but instead I prefer to stay idle so
I can be friends with my conscience 

Feeling guilty about everything you do instead of studying to be finally judged as shit.

Voice eater vehicle

Following the lyrics of songs (in your mp3) in the bus is scary.
You never know if you're mute or if you're actually whispering.

Not ignorant

elevator

Isn't it just fine when someone's happiness is based in your ignorance (or so the someone thinks) ?
So easily you could tear it all apart.

Rest assured

this bike made it though

Want it or not this fat parrot won't fly unless you tie it with strings from space. It's definitely not going to fly away.

Getting tired of it

Try not to think of your existence too much. It leads to paranoia.

Straight line

Sometimes this time of the year I walk staying with my head straight up- hopefully in a road with no car -looking  to the white sky  .



I guess, happy year

Vision

self-timer

When I was half a meter high, I used to try to imagine myself getting older or how I would like myself to be older. Well, I don't look like what I imagined. I wonder if I would like the result.

Respect for the elders

no respect for the ferocious dogs that protect the house

My father's mustache is older than me. I should show some respect for it.