|unconventional shit might be just as beautiful|
I think it's high time you start considering how other people feel about death. The predominant view that it's a 'bad thing' to happen is stupid and one-sided like most predominant opinions with not efficient evidence. It is only selfish and at this point you should stop thinking only about yourself. If this is what makes me happy, if I achieve it, you should be happy too. This is good. If I look forward to it you should applaud me when I achieve it and shove your selfish feelings, because considering them all the time drives me crazy.