The house stands in front of me gigantic. I don't wanna get in there, there's no one and I don't want to sleep alone, I can't sleep alone anymore. How can I accept what I've become? Though I know well the things that are trivial and stupid, again it hurts. Everything hurts now. How come my mind can't control my heart?
How can I get over what I was and accept what I've become?
a little bird said to
when the clock stroke